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Wednesday, 30 July 2008

freaks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what is your problem, man?

Tuesday, 29 July 2008

disturbia

Ayuni has not been blogging because she's just too lazy.
Aaanyway, picking up from where I left, a quick summary on what I've been up to. Mama's birthday was a simple affair on the 25th. Bought her a humble Braun Buffel purse that really tore my budget. But I couldn't resist its design; fell immediately in love with it and fortunately Ma loves it (loves it a bit too much)! Got her an additional present too, a fridge magnet that says "MUM ROCKS!" in proud, bold block letters, plus a b'day card and a delectable birthday cake for that. Bf's 20th fell on the 22nd and his was yet another simple celebration. He got a box of 9 heavenly pieces of chocolates from the ever so cliche Carousel at Royal Plaza on Scotts, and my very own hand made picture booklet (20 pictures of us to represent his twentieth!) tucked in metallic gold envelope. Semangat, huh? He was DEEPLY touched (he told me). Mission accomplished.
And I went for a mini holiday in KL for 2 days, and it doesn't feel like a holiday at all..
Daddy's b'day is in 2 days, I'm too broke I can only afford a few pair of briefs for him, or any other presents of those sorts haha.

Wednesday, 23 July 2008

A bad man is worse when he pretends to be a saint.

*Every man is guilty of all the good he didn't do.*

Monday, 21 July 2008

overprotective.

After sooo many repeats of 'Hanya kau yang mampu' byAizat, the song is finally getting to me. I feel so sad like fuck. This, I say, is crazy.

I wasn't tasked to demolish memories of the past, yet, I am quite affected by this.

P/s: Sha, you're making me cry like fuck, man.

membuatku terpuruk rasa ingin mati.

If it is true that there is always more than one way of construing a text, it is not true that all interpretations are equal.

hanya kau yang mampu.

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh

Sunday, 20 July 2008

Anais Nin

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

Thursday, 17 July 2008

rouge foncé

just had potato ball (no, really, that's what it's called. BOLA KENTANG) from Haig road and trust me, it's as huge as a kid's plastic football they kick around; you know those where you can find easily at a mamak shop. Had a ball of a time feasting the potato ball. Yum-mmyy!

Wednesday, 16 July 2008

I try to hide..

Sometimes I just wish people will stop having the wrong perception of me. I am really what I am. I won't and don't pick up my bag in frustration if I know someone needs the seat next to me. How do you expect me to say hello or start a conversation when all I see in their faces are expressions of hatred(maybe not) - through their eyes, their lips, their muscle positioning(??) They're all so stiff when it comes to me being near them (I strongly think so). We share the same breathing space everytime so I don't see why I should continue the hatred (if that feeling really existed in the first place among these people) till the year ends. I thought it's only okay to talk to somebody who wronged you one time. . But as for my case, I paid a price way too expensive for a slightly immature behaviour that fateful day - I lost friendship. And they sure do took a long time adjusting me in their heads. But heck, why should I care what's going on in their brains. Oh well... sometimes others make you a sad person. And why should I be one, right?

Thank god class's in the afternoon tomorrow. That spells fun. Ayuni's much needed fun time with Fitzsimmons. *cheeky smile*

P/s: My purchase of the year is definitely the brand new Jessica Simpson 5 inch high brown wedge I bought today! yes, I am out of da mind. Why J.Simpson you ask? Hmm... cause it's on sale? It was $280, I got it at ONLY $80!! Big deal, hokay!! 5 inch high, hokay!! Never in my entire life ok! (At least now I get to feel being Ronaldo the Gorgeous's gf! He's freaking tall!)

Tuesday, 15 July 2008

Mr. Blue

I can't get married by 26!

Sunday, 13 July 2008

die another day.

If a man could live 99 years long and save lives with over 60, 000 surgeries done before he left Earth, what/who/how will I leave the Earth as?

Thursday, 10 July 2008

come back and sing it

All these talks about pursuing an overseas degree are sending me chills right down to my spine. I can't seem to decide where to go, what to do.. People keep telling me I'm only eighteen, there's still plenty of time for you Ayuni yaddayadda, but .. they don't know. Oh well.. The semester's getting tougher by the day, plenty to absorb for this pitiful crammed brain of mine. Brain's been doing a good job though. Aaanyway, I made a trip to Borders yesterday while awaiting the arrival of mr. Skinny. Its been so long since we really sat down and had proper dinner together, so yesterday was just fine. (: You don't know how many make-believe dates I made, Jelly, pretending we are at a beach, on top of a mountain, god knows how I daydreamed. Finally, I bought After Dark by none other than Haruki Murakami! Have been penning down lots of thoughts on our bluebirdbook too, you know jelly! I can't wait for 24th July, gonna catch Bad Habits at The Picturehouse cause it seems promising to me. I wish I had a picture to post. Something that can depict the every emotions, that I'm feeling right now.