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Friday, 28 December 2007

hatyai&langkawi

Thailand.
Traffic was crazy, I think I've sucked in more exhaust gases rather than oxygen. But the shopping goods were quite similar to what we have here in singapore, malaysia. prices were negotiable. the weather was deadly, not good for everybody's skin, brother got a tanned in less than 6minutes. heeeheee. but the blue blue blue blue skies never fail to fascinate. the one thing I truly enjoyed was, the paparazzi-like shots the moment our tour group got off the bus to our first destination. I felt like a superstar. the man in charge of the pictures used a pentax film camera and it was ready the next day, engraved on those plastic plate-like frames and it comes with a stand. I look...cramped.
Hahaha. those who had their shots on those plates, bought them.
I have them too! At night, was free-and-easy. So my family took a trip further in town with a tuk-tuk after mum's silk shopping. the people of thailand don't really speak fluent english but some of them have a good command of malay since the frequent commuters of thailand come from malaysia. and finally i got to see for myself how fried beetles, grasshoppers, and other disgusting insects were made snacks.

we were at kuala perlis's ferry terminal. we made a transit there to reach langkawi. food was great all throughout the island, none of them disappointed me. heeeeeh. went over to the normal historic places, and the weather was all the while bright and sunny. one thing's for sure, traffic was way way way better than johor, shopping goods were very ,very affordable.

this was the 3 year old little talkative naughty intelligent curly wurly kid that became my faithful fan. i fell in love with him instantly. he became my best friend and was everywhere i was. his seat in the bus was right behind me, and every once in a while, he'll slip his hands to the left window's ledge in his attempt to surprise me or something like that. hahaha.

apologies.
cause almost all pictures are infested with my faces heeeh!

Wednesday, 19 December 2007

2 days to go. I can't wait.

Monday, 17 December 2007

Hady.

I remembered back then I use to scribble "Hady ♥ Ayuni" at every clear page of my textbooks be it the pure literature text, my school organizer, at every dog ears, on my box of colour pencils; I was that crazy for him initially. the thing was, I pretended he knows me and loves me. Freak. And I remembered how really happy I was when brother gave me his album as a birthday gift earlier this year! It was like a rebirth for me, I don't know why, but I used to let this singer bright up past year's dark days and fortunately it worked through most of them. Though I don't really vote or whatever of its sorts, I like him very much as a captivating singer, smooth flowy watery voice that is able to mesmerize me almost immediately upon hearing him sing. So last night was a night of triumph for me and mom. I really was so proud of his success that I texted mondok, spacer and ca, and I think my messages were full of exclamation marks and capital letters throughout. Haha. I thought last night I was the happiest person alive, only to note that today, rara was feeling equally victorious too! YAY! hooray for hady.
3 more days and I'm outta here.

Saturday, 15 December 2007

YAYY!

Daddy got the current PSP slim in silver (I'm surprised myself why I didn't choose Pink!) . And got it modified on the spot, now loaded with 9 games and no songs yet, I love this new baby! Really, I love this new baby! And I'll be away for 5 days to Haatyai and Langkawi finally a much awaited holidayyyy! But I've got the 'war of pictures' yet to be accomplished before the 21st. Miss me all! Especially you, stinky. Heeeeee. :)

Friday, 14 December 2007

sardines.

sardine curry puffs are such a let down these days.
I thought I smell curry puffs earlier this morning as soon as I got up from bed. After enough snuffing around, I finally found 4 very promising curry puffs neatly seated in their plastic wrapping enveloped in nothing more than a shabby, yellow carrier. They honestly appear really delicious and appetizing, in addition its aroma from the thoroughly tanned pastry skin, I was almost drooling when I took a peep at the contents of the carrier that was about to be carried through my very gullet and then, nature call. Haha. What was so disappointing about those sardine puffs was how it lacked sardine inside. It is very, very, very frustrating to eat a sardine puff stuffed mostly with onion slices and forget all about the sardines... I got irritated by the 3rd big bite, and decided to leave the 1/2 bitten puff to rot. And I grabbed a potato curry puff instead to appease the disgusting reek of onion on my tongue earlier on. Curry puff story. So boring, right?

Wednesday, 12 December 2007

sunshine.

ma and pa probably bring us to Thailand for a holiday. I hope this will come true!! Cause if it does, I really can't wait to take pictures with brother and plus the idea of being somewhere else and distress, I've long waited for something like that to happen. and I've to rush for the pictures, 18's nearing soon, its like next tuesday! and my pictures are pathetic and hopeless to me, and I'm gonna watch Alvin and the chipmunks only next monday and SPACER'S BIRTHDAY'S on monday too and I want to get spacer at least something yet spacer said she's too old already and wth you're only turning 18 laaaaa heeheeeheeee. and I forced Stinky to eat peppermint chocolates with chilly sauce today at macd. Good luck on your tummyache ok!

Tuesday, 11 December 2007

Let's ride horses into the sunset.

disregard.

A bright star,
ever lost in his light.

it was never a safe situation.

Everybody knows it's you...
I should leave you alone,
I should leave you to be,
I should learn to let go...
You'll be safer now, everybody loves you.
Even now, as I sleep now
Am I losing the light?
Will I be denied? Will I be?
because for all these...I'm not even remembered.

Monday, 10 December 2007

I came apart inside a world made of angry people. I found a boy who had a dream, to make everyone smile. He was sunshine I fell over; my feet feels like bricks underwater. And so I found a state of mind where I could be speechless. I had to try it for a while to figure out this feeling.

Sunday, 9 December 2007

is it you.

this felt so right and you don't wanna keep me waiting staring at my fingers

feeling like a fool.

Friday, 7 December 2007

hope, buried beneath it all.

apparently, I have nothing to talk about. to blog about to be excited about. I hate the holidays they suck. And that resulted me to this blog song, its noisy I know but it got me addicted eversince when I've no idea. I don't know what I'm feeling. But. I don't really care.

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Thursday, 6 December 2007

I got alot to say to YOU.

oh it is back. Nothing's changed, still the same old I-know-I'm-good kinda thing. How can I ever tell you off. Out of my face, out of my sight, total non-existence physically, mentally. I don't like you. I just don't like you.

Monday, 3 December 2007

Dark.

I got the editor's email address and all I need to do now is drop her a message and let her know I need to know the requirements, what exactly I have to do and how all these go about. I was informed of a slight change. I don't need to go around with writers, but I have to take pictures based on a theme - Dark. Now given that, do I have to crack brains? I can't believe all these excitement but this has got to be true. What with all the excitement and pleasant and real good healthy feelings earlier today, I'm not surprised how I smiled to myself on the bus ride home. He made my day! And Ca caught me red-handed. Well not exactly. I just don't want to pin promises upon myself and stand on senseless grounds. But undeniably, everything seems...Enchanted.

sister twisted.

My ring tone's playing at my blog! Lol. Which I believe it won't be playing for long here. Ginny told me the last 2 nights that she got an offer to write for LaSalle's school magazine and they require photographers to go around with their writers. Hahaha. And ginny thought of me! How very sweet. this thing is done freelance, oh wait, voluntary and I don't actually mind. school magazine. photographing. voluntary. I don't mind cause I do it for fun since I started anyway. Hopefully it works out!