CONSCIENCE.
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Thursday, 17 January 2008
birthday blassssst.
happy birthday to me! omgoodness finally 18 on the fifteenth, and how does it feel like. quite old.
I've got lots of happy feelings inside and I don't want them to disappear. So many gifts, I didn't expect to receive any actually. What more, they're expensive.. my very first gift on that day was from ashton aka mondok aka sherwin! it was an expensive slice of cake from Canelle Patisserie Chocolaterie together with this huge chunk of strawberry meringue. Must've been costly and he insisted that I shouldn't go check the price out. I had school on that eventful day and mondok and dee got the gifts on the spot during our break. not forgetting, Joette, Rizky, Ginny and Mondok shared their money to get me a... colourful pyjamas! from cotton on body! heheh.
Dee brought me to A 'n' BC and told me to select the purse of my choice, from fluff, displayed on those hangers, looking all colourful and cute. I chose the one with cats imprinted on it only to realise its similar to ca's. Now we have the same purse.and dee got me more, she purchased 2 smiley face cookies from mrs. fields. packed in very delicate, petite boxes, i wish i didn't have to finish them.
beloved Mama was first to give me my birthday present. an advanced birthday surprise! and I love her present too much. donned with diamond drops at every 5 minute intervals, its got mother of pearl as its face, furnished with stainless steel rim (that according to the salesman it won't tarnish) and pretty white strap. I said to mondok, "I love my watch so much I can lick it! How about you?" And he gave me that bitch stare and said, "Nom nom nom nom nom nom."
And daddy, he got me another pair of Levi's tight flare. like nothing else to give eh.
hahaha. but I like it though.
and when I got home, i saw 2 huge boxes from Carousel.
she purchased 4 mini cakes and they are such babies! I've yet to finish them, I think I never will. I'd rather see them rot, then gobble those beauties. really overwhelmed with gratitude.
this mini is wholly enveloped in gold sheet, how can I eat that!
and this was the mousse birthday cake. very soft, very hip.
16th January. I was treated to a belated birthday lunch by Rudy, and it was a simple occasion. after pratas and fried noodles, we proceeded to El-Sheikh to taste some Aryans (a fruit flavoured yogurt drink/dessert). I had mango, his was strawberry. Pleasant time, too short a lunch date. And on my way home, Sha insisted that I meet her, she needed to hand me some purse she got from Melaka(wth eh) and I got cheated totally. Wasn't as simple as handing me a purse, but instead she brought me to Fushan garden, and the best part was I didn't suspect anything at all. So you girls' plan worked okay! Half way through dinner with the girls and mosquitoes, I went back to grab the camera!
They gave me a lot of things, white daisies along with a card that has got my picture printed, the cheesy macaroni as our dinner from ca's ma that went through all trouble. The birthday cake(chocolate cheesecake) from Rive Gauche Patisserie, the huge huge huge birthday card that's got my picture(again) at the front and our pictures inside. A Zara top, a pair of slippers from cotton on body, lip gloss from cotton on body too, one really sexy piece of thong with sexy red lace and tiny ribbon, and the best part was, I get to bring home the unused pink plastic bowls which are really so pretty.
dessert was chocolate banana pizza, 8 cream puffs and alot of ferrero rochers. 18 to be precise. all credits to Ca's mommy. she went through all trouble to make it happen. *insert gratified face*
the 3 of us were trying to blow the candles out. the candles that were used to light up the path I should follow towards the table full of surprises. *insert act cute face*
something to share; I burned my tudung accidentally while reaching out for something across the table hahahaha and they had the time of their life laughing at me. tee burned her hair accidentally too.
and the huge card that reads;
18 things about you:
1) your unconquerable spirit and persistence
2) the sanguine
3) positively influential! we appreciate you and respect you, cherish you, look up to you!
4) you double our joys, and divide our sorrows
5) your bounteous heart never failing to envelop us in joy
6) we admire your sensitiveness. you see needs that cry out to be met cause you truly care
7) a source of courage when trouble comes our way
8) like diamonds, precious and rare
9) as beautiful as a blazing sunset
10) you gladly take the time to care and understand
11) jovial, you bring so much joy to others, especially us!!
12) witty
13) your natural flair for language, ability to make even the simplest thing beautiful
14) our favourite photographer
15) always true to us, whether near or far apart
16) someone who reaches out for your hand...and touches your heart
17) wise and sagacious, you make us holly blessed!
18) our amiable bunny
We wish you the best of birthdays, and many many more, so that others have time to appreciate you as much as we do. May each and every minute be filled with bliss, and your birthday be perfect for you. We love you.
Thank you all of you, the surprises initiated has touched me so deeply, and my eighteenth is something I'll definitely not forget.
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Friday, 11 January 2008
come here boy..
Why are you taking so long
You need to come and find me, honey
to set your mind at rest
and let your dreams run free;
You know I'm no stranger in your dreams.
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Tuesday, 8 January 2008
colbie caillat.
Colbie's voice rocks so much (to me)! Tender, mesmerizing, soothing, gentle, she croons me a lullaby all the time. Her soft, flowy sentimental singing. I'm imitating a colbie right now! Hahaa. I had Andersen's belgian chocolate ice cream after school and an egg prata before class today. The weather's pretty humid and I'm feeling quite off too. Thanks to some very unintelligent people.
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roundup.
because its only typical how we realise what we've actually lost along the way, only after someone has been long long gone. and its only habitual to oversee what someone used to do, what someone used to be, just to live up for another. now its only ordinary if she prays for her use-to-be loved one's blessedness, happiness, and all the successes in the world. because at the very least, she'd like to leave him with the littlest love she could offer, it gives her that sense of placidity. hopefully, he finds a way. hopefully, he finds the way back where he started to be the best for no one, but himself. of all that I could recall,
I've loved you too many times before.
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silently controversial.
I'd like you to know that, I can't feel you no longer, I've lost what we used to have, what I used to shed, they just don't exist beneath my breath anymore. So erase my name off your thoughts, your life, your worries. I'm not worth your sleepless nights. Mariah carey's mine and what we shared, that was so passe. Nothing's going to turn out like last time, last time, last time. There is no point making unmeaning marks upon your thrashed soul, I'm gone for good; you're wasted. I thought sleepless nights were long gone, but you've proven they still exist. Kind enough, I'm not embarassing you, you know who you are. I know that's just a passing thought of yours and hopefully it won't cross your mind ever again. I don't need me in your filthy conscience. And the other you, I'm honoured you're interested with what's going on in my life. I mean no offence, but you people just won't leave me alone for good.
Have I bothered any of yours?
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Friday, 4 January 2008
incredible surface tension!
before all, many many many thanks to sherwin/ashton/mondok, joette and rizky. initially, our plan was to skip school and shop at city plaza (dee's a great student she doesn't want to skip unnecessarily) but too bad, I couldn't even make it pass 3pm. by half past 2, I was already in bed (at home!) throwing patrick (spongebob's best starfish friend) out of my sight, and wrapped myself in comforters and jumpers and a pair of socks. I was suffering from this very torturous monthly cramp and 2nd days always gets the best of me. So there goes shopping trip or if it wasn't, National Treasure. The 'disease' started to get worse at ljs. It was my lunch for goodness and tummy just wouldn't leave me in peace. I got sick at the cheese and all the desire to throw up gathered at the back of my lungs. I could barely walk without feeling the nauseousness and when I got out of ljs, there the feeling was again. and so I squatted at the drain which really stink thinking probably, I could force out that damn thing. But to no avail. Pass the pedestrian crossing I felt it again. mondok hurriedly purchase a can of gassy orange juice. So I sat at the pavement near the cab stand and yes! I vomited the freaking nothingness out. In the plastic bag. and cabbed home. and I was charged $18. boooohoooohoooo. thanks mondok for picking up my vomit bag and soiled tissue! you're the best and you didn't even bother feeling disgusted thanks thanks thanks! thanks muntou for helping me out with my bag, rizky for impersonating how a potential 'vomitter' would sound and look like. I feel so much better already except the killer cramps. and dee too, for wanting to battle the cramps monster in her dreams and set me free from menstrual cramps forever. thank you God. and fiz, for sounding like a father when I told him about this. Hahaa. All you people are just so cute. I still feel bad about leaving abruptly I shall give you guys something soonest.
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Thursday, 3 January 2008
nice not my new skin!!
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are you kidding?
About the only way that I know how to come,
is right straight from my heart.
About the only way that I know how to come,
is right straight through my eyes.
About the only way that I know how to come,
is right through the silence I'll carry whenever I dally about you.
But if you think that I could look you in your face and lie right
through my teeth,
then turn around and walk away.
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just fine.
You see I wouldn’t change my life, cause my life’s just...
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh!
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Tuesday, 1 January 2008
made my home here on the floor.
2007 came and went, characterless. so much has happened to all of us I believe. 2nd january, the very much anticipated date cause school starts tomorrow and I miss being occupied. I'll be on a shopping spree tomorrow with my favourite shopping buddy, mondok and I think this is a very boring update. extremely very very. awfully boring.
(hint in exact 14 days i'm gonna be eighteen!)
that departure from the coolest age to be.
so soon, so soon.
