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Sunday, 30 September 2007

upROARious.

I had a rollicking good time on Friday. funny how feelings can go about bends and bumps. cause right this moment, there's something cold and hard about me. never mind, I believe it'll evaporate by 8 am tomorrow. Meanwhile let's just compartmentalise these fly aways to a more distant point and... recede.

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friday was what i call a joy ride with 3 very different individuals. we couldn't afford the dhl balloon ride, and so we took it over to something nearer to the balloon, and something that serves the purpose of high viewing. what was the thing? it was NLB's elavator. From the 9th floor to the 14th, back to 9th, down to 1st, back up again to 14th, and all the way down to the 1st.

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Tonight, I told Mondok I was in a morningdreaming mode. This post is suppose to be short but I was taking forever to complete it. because I had countless (or maybe infinity) thoughts running through my mind in 3 seconds. He told me to share, but I couldn't cause, they're all dashing pass too fast like speeding cars. too fast that I couldn't catch.

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and oh i love how mondok compliments what i've always had on my face. not a single soul has ever said such nice things about my eyes before. to know that it has existed over 17 years, i didn't expect anybody else to notice my eyes. as mondok put it this way, "Times where I made Butt Cramps laugh every single lesson. Now all she does is stare at me with those baby eyes of hers (which I find freaking adorable) and then suddenly, she'll twitch and switch her pupils comfortably so that they face each other. Cross-eyed, that's what they call it."

Now that put me through an honest speechless-ness.(?)

Thursday, 27 September 2007

damn, i'm good.

When i thought i could pull off a masquerade and put up an air of self-confidence, everything falls before the finishing line. because now things are closing in on me, i feel tortured and knotted into a twist that has no end. but because i believe that when one door of happiness closes, another opens, i still am standing on the line of truths and hopes.

well even if he doesn't like me tomorrow,

i knew he loved me yesterday.

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on a lighter note, school's ending soon. I've got EXACTLY 14 DAYS left to mug for a diploma before Marketing's major exam!!!!!! 2 weeks left omgoodness, 2 weeks! and on another muchmuch lighter note, hari raya's coming! food, food, glorious food!

Wednesday, 26 September 2007

stale love.

This entry's gonna be a typical read, where I shall now, complain complain complain! I hate, I extremely hate train rides in the afternoon. Seems like City Hall no City Hall, aunties, you creatures will still be everywhere! Of course, I'm not being lopsided in judging singaporeans' behaviour, but it seems that the mid age -70++ female singaporeans are being such a lice in the veins! You won't wanna do anything about them except to scratch it off and give it a whack! Morning rides are pretty much simpler, though we have swarms of humans flooding the grand mrt's entrance, AT LEAST la, at least, SOME younger generation people are able to think and act relevantly. And at times over some issues, both the young and old singaporeans, they can be quite similarly behaved. I hate it when the old aunties push their way through the crowd expecting sympathy from the others, having a perception that's etched inside their fine minds, "oh, I'm old they'll give way to me" that kind of thing. Oh well. I'll push them back next time. Cause they sure do have alot of energy preserved behind that small, old, frail fragile bones yah!

and a week back I said I had 2 bags right? One of them is this one over here!

The Charles Jourdan version that I got is rectangular, everything else about this bag is the same except its shape. Nice? No? If it's a No, I'll still say yes! And ma got me a chicken kebab. I'm eating it now! With its sauce oozing out like pus from ainsley's pimple, splattering blobs of chicken juice and the pita dust. OMG this is so heavenly. Plus, I was mean today in school. To that Pp...pprrr..preee... I SHALL NOT SAY IT. stupid girl. She deserves so much more ayuni-ism that point of time. But then again, Ayuni's always nice to everyone. HA HA HA.

And tomorrow, I shall savour Reese with my bare hands in public!

Tuesday, 25 September 2007

ballerina!

and now, the house's ready for hari raya! weeeeeeeehoooo. thanks to my housekeeper who's extremely efficient and swift. she's only 23 and her upbeatness deserves to be complimented. and just a few hours back, I helped her out too with the house. the both of us are having our periods, and boy must I say that I enjoyed the priviledge given to eat freely without feeling guilty. along came housekeeping on an insane level. it feels good to sing your heart out to some song though I was unsure of the lyrics. my favourite part of the of the house are now...the floors! I drag my feet everywhere I go, I sprawl on them like a half sane human, I twirl on my bedroom parquets like a ballerina! All these because, I'm gladgladglad that the housework was finally distributed, and the housekeeper took on the job most of the time. I had a swinging great time. Now time to junk away. Toodles!

all the days between.

If given a choice, I'd like to have 18 fridges. And I'd like to have one that's constantly stocked with REESE. Reese. Twix. Reese. Twix. Reese. Twix. Reese. Twix. Reese. You guys don't know how it feels to miss those chocolates... why oh why must I be in this miserable state. I need reeeeeeeeeese.

Friday, 21 September 2007

sweetest hangover.

I fed my days away with Reese's peanut butter chocolate. 2 packs of those, and 3packs of 4 big bars of Twix's peanut butter chocolate too. I feel very contented and creamy, just like peanut butter. Today's retail therapy was a really fulfilling one. And I simply love Joette's Jean Paul Gaultier Fragile perfume! Sexy, curvy, tingly scent that lingers forever. Ha. But I love my VS better! And my 2 bags! OMG! I got this really really really classical, excellent, mature, old, prime, rare (thesaurus.com) sling over bag that cost me forty doughs! And the Hurs bag too! And oh! Arcade after therapy. Was it OutRun we were playing? When can we go race again. Mondok's such an excellent excellent excellent excellent driver! You really ah you. Sitting beside you makes Joette wanna be your girl already. Your racing skills are neat!

Tuesday, 18 September 2007

sagegraphy.

where's hady mirza by the way? i miss that voice.

my head is getting heavier by the day, literally. The new hair is killing me. too much volume and weight. and strands of hair fall like dead leaves.

and it is really strange how i rarely have things to blog about these past days. i don't wanna do that blog thing just yet, i have nil mood to answer how many questions they lay. i made a second trip to holland v this year( HA HA), and witnessed god knows how many posh mini coopers! not 1, not 2, not 3, not 4, but more more more more more more!

oh i had food poisoning today after breaking fast. my start off drink was definitely incorrect, cause i had bubble tea. after days of eating without warm beverages, I deserve to suffer. but it was really painful. and i was in and out of the loo 5 times, in 3 minutes.

what else.....hmmm. oh. i have 7 more books to go. im not even done with sylvia plath's the bell jar. nevermind, schoolschoolschool, i think i love you.

Monday, 17 September 2007

Rudy?

I MISS BLOGGING!

Intuition.

'cause sometimes, I wish the numbness could cut me deeper with its pins.

my head heavy with pounding voices from five months back, couldn't possibly get any worser than ever. and when the words collide...

Mondok had butt cramps during his train ride home.

Jo, now that everything's placed neatly in front of him, does he even still remember/keep my childish letters that I wrote, and I don them with stickers and colourful inks, that to me holds love that meant the earth. And to know that all this wasn't even felt by the slightest inhuman-ness in him. Jo. Rudy please.

Thursday, 13 September 2007

stay alive!

My classmates were kind enough to compliment my small-built body and experiment my weight in their very own arms. They seem to enjoy their discovery; it amazes me how amazed they were when they had their own personal feel of being 43 kg. I love the piggy back ride though! I feel like I'm on Xena's back! HA HA. And we had 11 people altogether in the crowd yesterday. Noisy and very homely. Lunch was at food junction. All of us were seated neatly, just like a family reunion. My last group meal before today. And of course more group meals to come after Ramadhan! And the trip to gate13 was something new. I love looking at tattoo arists work the needles.

Tuesday, 11 September 2007

sapphire and faded jeans.

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this with anyone, but you.
Now I have come to understand the way it is.

I wonder why it is, I wont let my guard down,

for anyone but you.

Friday went great and finally, I got to let my misses loose to those extravagant furnitures and some other appealing fabrics. Thanks to Spacer for bringing me there. I saw a plush bunny holding a carrot and it was selling at only 10 dollars. I was contemplating, whether or not to purchase that super adorable cute thing. And at last I did not. Never mind. Will come back there to Holland V with Ma and request Ma instead to buy it for me. Heee.

Besides running around every after school with Chiew2, Dee, Hagrid, and many others; (and Mondok's been missing out school lately), I am certainly enjoying the remaining hours I spent at home too. Thanks to mondok, I am now addicted to Crunchyroll.com. Currently I am watching this anime titled "Aishiteruze Baby". Though the progress of the story is quite quite slow, however the story line is to die for(i think). It is too addictive that everytime I wake up from sleep, I'll always think of watching the continuing episode. Ha! Blame it on mondok.

Fasting month's nearing and honestly I can't wait! Weeee. One of these days I'm inviting whoever wants to come to my place and bake cupcakes together with me. 2 confirmed candidates are my beloved Chiew2 and Dee. Right? You guys are coming right! Okay.

Apart from all the excitement, I'm having sleepy sand in my eyes these few days. I'll be yawning away by 9, doze off by 10, and wake up at 12. Irregular and irritating.

And oh last night, I ate barbeque flavoured Ruffles potato chips under my blanket! I text mondok immediately telling him what I did, and his reply was so much of a liang popo's grumble.

To Rara, I'll do that blogthing in a while. Soon. When I feel like it. Haha.

Soon la. And to rizkie, I'll touch your blog soon too. Sorry for the wait.

"Designer's" not in the mood. HAHA.

Thursday, 6 September 2007

GAY-DAR.

Me: "How does your Gay-dar work?"

Him: "There's like a buzz at your ear. You know, BZZZZZZ. Yeah."

bad, bolder, wiser, harder, tougher, stronger, calmer.

I can't rollerblade for nuts. Yesterday was crazy. I had 2 strong girls to help me glide my way through, but I can't move my feet. I can, to be precise, but somehow or rather my feet just move very far apart the moment I THINK I am starting to glide. Ha! Gin was very fast in pulling me, and all I did was stand and didn't move the bloody feets. I gave up though, and took a ciggie. HAHA. NOT. Crazy.

Feist gives me frequent eargasms every now and then. One day, I'm gonna be a singer. But I don't think it's possible. First, I won't appreciate the fame, and secondly, I personally need alot of time to radiate inspiration to write songs.

And I love daydreaming. Jo, Dee and I agreed to be room mates at Melbourne while studying in monash, in the future; when it was interrupted every now and then by they-know-who.

"Oh I have friends over there. About you girls' age, and they're doctors."

"Oh I paid the whole sum already. No, it'll only take 6 months to complete."

"No, this, and that, and this, and that, and this, and that."

Shut Up you bitch.

I've got a flower and a sweet on my phone!

And Delfin likes my Mondok! Speaking of which, Mondok wore pants today! I love it.

You looked so much more my taste. HA HA. But too bad g.boy, I can't have you.

LOL! i'm joking ashton aka sherwin aka mondok. I'm joking.

Tuesday, 4 September 2007

chocolate splash

What is more heavenly than making fondues with my favourite girls. I had a terrific afternoon though short and scanty. Made a short visit to NUH and there was my babyKatak! There was of course no chance in spotting dearestSpacer, cause I was basically so close to the exiting area. Heee. Next time la ye Spacer, Insya Allah.

And on Sunday, Ma bought me a book -a 500 recipe book on cupcakes from Kino and I am delighted! Besides its tremendous colour splash and professional copywriting, the recipes so far I've browsed through appear fairly simple and very very appealing.There are delicious easy-to-follow recipes, written in clear language and illustrated with full-colour photographs!

And I think having artificial curls are ummm... cool. Haha. I don't really have to comb it everyday!

Saturday, 1 September 2007

CURLY!

I've got curls!
I've got CURLS!
I've GOT CURLS!

My hair's got CURLS!
IT'S CURLY!
As CURLY as my Brother's!
No, really, I got it curled!

I think, I look like umm...my mama when she was 20 years back.
Tonight I'll dream being a Curly Princess who runs 32 km every single day.