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Saturday, 17 May 2008
tonsillitis
For the past 2 weeks, my throat's been feeling funny and sore, I knew something wasn't right. But I denied my condition and continued life with difficulty swallowing food for that past 14 days (how corny). All that I crave for was wasted, not that I couldn't finish it, but it's the throat that was REALLY hindering my consumption. Unfortunately, my appetite just had to breed(!) at this period of time (swelling still, you know?). So I consulted the doctor that I've been consulting for the past 12 years, and got to know that I had a slight fever too. My tonsillitis was bad, they were extremely swollen and I developed air lumps around my neck too. Basically, I have 4 air lumps at the right side of the neck, and 2 huge ones right beneath the angle part of the jaw bone. I kept telling hafiz I have tumors and I am dying. Haha. Old joke.
Meanwhile, Ham²'s been growing fine and well, and its a HE by the way, brother confirmed its gender once again. ham² is an extremely intelligent hamster, he's got beautiful fur, he is very fat and rounded and he's a hardcore sleeper! He does not use the wheel to exercise, he sleeps on it instead every night by 9pm sharp. While my other furry friend, Rusty, he's a spoilt furry brat too. A full bowl can only last him half the day, I'll return home with his nose stuck in between the metal bars, asking for sympathy, a stroke and I MUST restock his bowl. He's as big as a cat now, with an exception, his fore and hind legs aren't long enough. Obviously! Ha!
Dr.Eugene advises me to sleep early every night, I have to rest well to re-boost my long-gone immune system. Goodnight to every pair of eyes reading. I wonder whose..
Hope the COPYCAT reads too.
Jose Saramago.
Finishing soon.
Bye.
I have to go now.
And sleep.
Monologue nampak, monologue nampak!
haha.
Love,
Me
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Monday, 12 May 2008
boohoo
When things get fast and furious, everyone's just so bitchy and shitty and rushed and fucked and their brains become dead and they have sleepless nights and they don't eat well and they get inconsiderate and eye bags start to form and dark circles just won't compromise and inspiration just comes in blunt. No kick no oomph no nothing. I am one of them, you see. I hate this semester. They are killing us. My group mates suck ( I don't want to mention which) and 3 Distinctions for all of last semester's subjects aren't satisfactory. I am going to kill myself. I am going to burn my head with the computer screen. I do not have an idea how, but I'm gonna.
On a much relieved note, Mother's Day was well spent. I have the best mum that has ever existed.
I've no mood to blog things out properly because school has been bugging my life and it has ever since influenced my every move. It has drained every possible energy I possess; I can hardly withstand fatigue, and I look like a dreadful old witch on her old, old broom. I feel like there's an enormous dinosaur sitting at the back of my neck. And I just can't get started on anything, and the migraine keeps coming, it gets worse gradually and I will still have nothing done. I want an escape. To a bathtub filled with bubbles to its brim.
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Thursday, 8 May 2008
Staring back at what I've seen for a long, long time.
This feeling just gets better all the time.
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Sunday, 4 May 2008
fondant
I am going to make my mama cupcakes this coming Mother's Day with Hafiz! I'll try my utmost best to bake the nicest cupcakes I can ever bake, with fondant decorations, top it with the loveliest idea we can think of, and pack it extravagantly with $2 gift boxes! You guys have no idea where I went and discovered the cutest cupcake cups I have ever seen. So you see, for me, baking's all the time fun when you have a companion!
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Thursday, 1 May 2008
chicken.
नेक्क'स स्त्रैनेद एंड विथ तिगेर बलम, करे आईटी बे!
HAHA