Sunday, 1 July 2007
puffy.
it's time to re-set my priorities. this time to set it right, for real. i feel blank, used, and insignificant. take a minute to know what you want. or perhaps? perhaps i'm the one with old-fashioned thinking. i, don't and can't seem to even stand on the same ground, as yours.
you've broke hers, and now probably mine. note, PROBABLY mine.
but to think of it, why oh why should i waste precious minutes on you.
because i told you what i felt,and now i'm telling you again.
i feel as used and invisible as ever before. just so you know, you're for everyone, except me.
and the other you, you don't have to worry. your facts are just as airy as how i want it to be. i can either take it, or i expect it. most of the time, i expect it, and...can't really take it.
i've detached.
this moment i'm detaching, and leaving it up to these 2 particular humans to steer situations your way. i don't need a shoulder.
