Saturday, 7 April 2007
recount.
okay finally. the real wireless's here. laptop's here, wireless's also here. no more quarelling with my brother, having to change the wires everywhere. and only allowing one miserable person to surf at a time. so here i am. new link, new desires, new expectations, new almost everything. i've fallen out of love, the most important highlight this semester which really got me going: Never gonna be a next time. very very very numb indeed.
credits to your friends where you got them all against me, formed a groupie, and said im a nigger dawg. oh well. that's what i'll get i guess from over expecting? hah. i can turn everything down now easily. schat you did well supporting me. at least ive realised now i dont have to lose a wink of my sleep.
okay updates. yesterday i spend the whole first half of the day with pa. i had so much fun. crap sessions with him was like really forcing all my intestines out my mouth while laughing. he made me fatter i guess. i think i had too much air entered. Pa did so many things-out-of-the-ordinary. giving me hell rides. and spoiling me too. he always does that i suppose. till Shahrul said i'm manja. i'm not sure about that toffee. heehee. and after the first half was done, pa and me had to rush to fetch ma. how crazily he can get on the wheel. making me think i can lose my life anytime. had dinner out, and then went home around eleven. enjoyed a really late call with tee. another crappy soul. i was on the bed. you made me laugh till i curled like a prawn. tee you do tht nonsense again, i'll SURELY be delighted. i still remembered the little everythings which send me to a really deep sleep soon after.
